Sinistergurl13's Journals

Family Values Tour

OMG ! At the family values tour on Aug. 5, My friend Logan and I saw Flyleaf, Korn, The Deftones, Bury Yor Dead, Stone Sour, 10 years, Dir En Grey, and Deadys..(whoever they are). Well let's see... People were drunk, some 40 year old chick threw up right next to me then a fat guy stepped in it. Flyleaf was REALLY good. After they played they were like signing and stuff, but you had to buy their album in order to talk to them or whatever. I already had it so it was really no use. When they were done, Lacey and her body guard dude were leaving to go backstage from the FYE tent. When she was walking off, she signed a few more people's like pants or shirts or whatever. I WAS A FOOT AWAY FROM HER! Omg, I was about to get her attention when she was walking off, but I was too breath taken and my heart was literally beating fast! That's the closest Ive ever been to someone famous I actually know and like. Besides that, I met some band named Terminal and got their cd at a mall in dallas. I wasn't too excited well..cuz i didn't know them. But I knew Lacey!!! And she smiled at me! If only I could relive that moment. Oh, and then like a week later after the concert, my BF told me that the lead singer(Mat) from Bury Your Dead died that same night while thay were signing. He told me that when they were signing a drunk dude came up to him and try to get in a fight and Mat refused so the drunk dude broke his neck and killed him instantly.

Saosin- Bury Yor Head Lyrics

Bury your head,
Bury your head,

I was feeling fine, you'll be coming clean tonight
And I'll be falling down with you once again
Call me your valentine, call me once tonight
And I haven't said it's okay

The things you said, I'm rehearsing them,
The things you said, I'm rehearsing them,

They went back on us
(Until his eyes rolled back couldn't step it up)
I could know when to come on to it
It's the thought that emerges
(Take back couldn't step it up)
I could never love the ion vein*

Bury your head, and the child smashed you down
And the psalms will soon recall me again
Fall down below
I'll sleep tonight when you're okay
And I haven't said it's okay

The things you said, I'm rehearsing them,
The things you said, I'm rehearsing them,

They went back on us
(Until his eyes rolled back couldn't step it up)
I could know when to come on to it
It's the thought that emerges
(Take back couldn't step it up)
I could never love the ion vein*

They have been the ones who've seen enough
This is what you call love?

They stole my lies,
Sold right and all,
They wandered around and round my mouth,
They stole my lie,
Sold right and all,
(Stole it all, Stole it all),
They have been the ones who've seen enough

They went back on us
(Until his eyes rolled back couldn't step it up)
I could know when to come on to it
It's the thought that emerges
(Take back couldn't step it up)
I could never love the ion vein*
You'll be coming clean tonight

The Academy Is... - Checkmarks - from the album Almost Here

So there you are, and here I stand,
As far as I remember you weren't half bad.
Your bedroom behavior was never more
then checkmarks on bedposts.
For I remember we never had.

You get me out of the rain, you get me out of my clothes.
You hope I dont make a sound, you hope that nobody knows.
You get me out of the rain, you get me out of my clothes.
You hope I dont make a sound, you hope that no one...

So suck your so called pity down.
Hey, that's not so bad, is it?
So take your cold, cold heart and drown
and dont forget to take deep breaths.
So suck your so called pity down.
Hey, that's not so bad, is it?
So take your cold, cold heart and drown
and dont forget to take deep breaths.

So dont explain cause I know exactly what your going to say.
Big words, recycled phrases, and the bittersweet taste
of other boys on your lips.
So now just sit here and talk about how you wanted it all.
So now just sit here and talk about how you wanted it all.

You get me out of the rain, you get me out of my clothes.
You hope I dont make a sound, you hope that nobody knows.

So suck your so called pity down.
Hey, that's not so bad, is it?
So take your cold, cold heart and drown
and dont forget to take deep breaths.
So suck your so called pity down.
Hey, that's not so bad, is it?
So take your cold, cold heart and drown
and dont forget to take deep breaths.

Do you miss looking up from the floor at my face
on a stage in a crowded room?
Well its not the same.
I bet you're still a sucker for those famous faces.
Downtown, looking down, down, looking over the crowd,
I hope youre out there, look at me now.
Well its not the same.
Just look at how we've changed.

So suck your so called pity down.
Hey, that's not so bad, is it?
So take your cold, cold heart and drown
and dont forget to take deep breaths.
So suck your so called pity down.
Hey, that's not so bad, is it?
So take your cold, cold heart and drown
and dont forget to take deep breaths.

Fully Alive Lyrics--by Flyleaf

Telling Layla's story spoken/ 'Bout how all her bones are broken/Hammers fall on all the pieces/ two months and the cover creases

(chorus) Fully alive/ more than most/ ready to smile and love life/ fully alive/ and she knows hoe to believe in futures

All my complaints shrink to nothing/ I'm ashamed of all my somethings/ she's glad for one day of comfort/ only because she has suffered

Fully alive/ more than most/ ready to smile and love life/ fully alive/ and she knows how to believe in futures

Cassie Lyrics--by Flyleaf

The question asked in order/to save her life or take it/the answer no to avoid death/ the answer yes would make it/make it

(chorus) do you believe in god/ written on the bullet/ say yes to pull the trigger/ do you believe in god/ written on the bullet/ and cassie pulled the trigger

All heads are bowed in silence/ to remember her last sentence/ she answered him knowing what would happen/ her last words still hanging in the air/ in the air

do you believe in god/ written on the bullet/ say yes to pull the trigger/ do you believe in god/ written o the bullet/ and cassie pulled the trigger

How many will die/I will die/I, I will say yes

So you believe in god/ written on the bullet/say yes to pull the trigger/ so you believe in god/ written on the bullet/ and cassie pulled the trigger

(do you believe)

do you believe in god/do you believe in god/ do you belive in god/ and I will pull the trigger

Awwwwwe

I'm the luckiest girl ever!! I have the best boyfriend. He's so nice. He'll do just about any thing for me. He's like my everything. I'm so happy with him. He's the best. I want to be with him forever until we die in eachother's arms. He says the unspeakable and he's like no other guy I've ever met or been with. Words can't explain how great he is. I love him so much and I can tell we're gonna be together forever. When your little you always dream of having a prince charming, well... I think i've found mine.

I'm going to my second concert!

Yay! I get to go see Korn, Flyleaf, and The Deftones on August 5 with my two friends Logan and Griffin and their dad!!!

About my wonderful self!

Hello!

Well, my name is Alexis. I live in Corsicana, Texas. It's the worst most racist place ever. I have a mom, dad, brother, and a dog named bam. My brother listens to Mudvayne, Korn, Slipknot and most of the same stuff I do but mostly those three. I'm 5'4, brunette, brown/maroon eyes. I play guitar, keyboard, drums, bass, and clarinet at school. I'm not in any sports because I hate my school. The last thing I was in was volleyball, then I quit athletics to be in PE with my amazing boyfriend. His name is Juan. We've been together for about 1 year and almost 3 months. If u want to know about him his profile name is dyingforyou. I love to eat. I do that often. Um...I'm in colorguard for band at my school. If u don't know what that is it's flag twirling. It's really fun I think. I have the most awesome glasses. They're black and white and I always get compliments on them. I'm gonna get contacts again in like a month. I went to my first concert on June 17. I went to see Ashlee simpson. And I'm going to another concert on Aug. 5 to see Korn, Flyleaf, and The Deftones.

Love -Alexis (sinistergurl13)